Chinese or Japanese?

10月2010時、私は日本語を勉強しました。
I started studying in December 2010
十二月2010,我讀漢語.


それで、Lang8を入る。
So, I joined Lang8.
因此,我參Lang8.


Lang8をはいる、私は新しい友達をあう。
Joining Lang8 allowed me to meet new friends.
我相會新朋友們.

新しい友達ので、中国語を好きで。
Because of my new friends, I have started to fall in love with Chinese.
由於我的朋友們,我愛漢語.


取り分、台湾の中国語を好きで。
Specifically, I like the sound of Taiwanese speaking Chinese.
格外台灣的漢語.


今、私は面食らう．．．
Now I feel confused...
我是迷惑...

日本語を勉強したい？
Do I want to study Japanese when I get to the new university next year?
我讀日語?


それとも、中国語を勉強したい？
Or do I want to study Chinese?
我讀漢語?


双方？
Both?
二這?


笑
Haha
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Falling into Autumn

I LOVE autumn!

Autumn is my absolute favorite time of the whole entire year^^

To feel the cool autumn breeze brushing across my face is such happiness(^_^)

Not surprisingly, I become a little bipolar in the fall haha

The happiness of the season, combined with the stress of work and school makes for some confused friends

But, I love fall haha

T_T

Recently, I've been feeling kind of depressed...
It seems like certain people just can't seem to realise how emotionally abusive they really are.
I can't eat, can't sleep, can't think, and -- sometimes -- I can't stop crying.
=_=)
I freaking HATE emotional abuse - it hurts... probably even more than physical abuse.

Classes started off well, but then lately I've been getting so much emotional stress from certain people that I just feel like I hit a wall.
I feel like crying almost all the time.
All I can think about is how I want to get out of here.
Listening to people tell me how stupid my dream is...
After hearing it so many time, I've started to actually believe it, even if just a little.

What if my dream really is stupid?
What if I really can't be successful?

I wish I didn't feel this way, but it's like I just can't help it.
I wish I could go to see my friend.
I think getting away from this horrid environment and visiting him, even if only for a couple weeks, would be so soothing to my many emotional wounds.

I used to get straight A's
But now I feel like maybe I'm too stupid to do anything
So much so, that I can't even bring myself to really try
And as soon as I find a little piece of happiness
These people just tear it all away and degrade it
I really want to escape
But I just don't know how...