31 January 2012

What to Do????


Hmm...
Long time no see ^^;
Well... I'm still working at my job... but... I don't know if it's enough....
I would really like to get an apartment and find a job that I could walk to so I don't need a car
But, my job know doesn't even pay enough for rent, let alone living expenses....

I would like to stay in the countryside
Though, If I could move to Taiwan, that would be great~!

But, I'm not sure my Chinese is good enough....
I mean, I only just started studying Chinese and I don't have much quality time to really study...
I am usually tired from my college classes and working

I really need a full time job but...
My company doesn't really like to give full-time positions...
Though, we are getting a new store soon...
Maybe I could apply to work full-time and in a different section of the store....

But, working full time....
If I'm gonna work full time I'd rather work in Taiwan...
At least I'd be able to see my friends and my boyfriend then....
If I work fulltime in America, I'm afraid I won't get time to go see him
Maybe it's childish of me, but...
I believe my happiness is more important than some sh*t job that I'm not even happy at

And that's any job - other than a housewife....
Cooking and Cleaning and Caring for the one I love - that sounds like a pretty great job to me
Even if the hours are twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week~!

18 November 2011

In the New Year

In the new year (Yes, I know, still about 2 months away...)
In the new year, I plan to:
(In no particular order)

- Study more Chinese (Traditional)
- Study more Japanese
- Post my studies on my blog (here, as in, this blog that you're reading right now haha)
- Help people more with learning English

- Work hard so I can save money to visit my sweet boyfriend
- Work hard so I can get a raise/promotion... hopefully... maybe even transfer somewhere with a higher minimum wage haha
- Practice being a house wife - tidy up every day or at least every week
- Do well in my studies so I can get this school thing done and over with x_X

08 November 2011

The Airport Scene


Relieved to have finally finished her twenty-two hour flight, she looked around anxiously for her love.
He had told her he would be wearing the black sweater of his that she found to be so handsome on him.
"Drats, it's no use, there's too many people here..." she said quietly to herself.
She lifted herself up onto her tiptoes and shielded her eyes with her hand.
Squinting her eyes, and with a worried frown on her face, she searched for her husband.
She leaned to the left, leaned to the right, then went back to the middle again...
Her beloved was nowhere to be found.

"BAH!"
She turned around with a look of pure fright which then shifted to utter joy.
It was her husband, her silly husband.
"Were you scared?" he asked jokingly.
An embarrassed look swept across her face, accompanied with a wave of red.
"Oh! Such a terrible husband! As an apology... take me to eat some steak!"
She smiled girlishly at her husband, knowing full-well that he would be happy to take her out.

Oh! She wanted to kiss him so badly!
And he also wanted to kiss her....
But, although they called each other "husband" and "wife", this was only their first time meeting.
In reality, they had met over the internet and had fallen deeply in love with each other.
By now, they had been together for a little over two years.

He could see a sad look to her face.
"Hey, Lao Po, what's wrong? Is it the heat? Is the heat bothering you?"

........ She had come to Taiwan from the States, and it was the middle of winter ........

"No, it's just...."
"What? What's wrong? You can tell me, you're my wife. Anything you tell me, I will understand."
His words were so kind, and she knew he meant every single bit of what he had said.
"It's just..... 我... 我...."
The words were difficult for her to form.
Over the computer, it had been so easy to say.
But now, here in person.... She felt like a stone had been lodged in her throat.
"我想....我想....."
She knew she couldn't just say it casually, she had to spit the words out as quickly as possible...
"我想親你一下!"


His face grew red, and a huge smile overtook his handsome face.
Meanwhile, though her face also grew red, she had decided to hide hers behind her long, dark, curly hair.
Oh, she was so embarrassed!
He placed his hands on her shoulders, and pulled her closer to him.
Although she wanted to kiss him, she knew she was still too shy to allow herself the pleasure of actually doing it.


"Oh, my sweet wife.... I want to kiss you too! But, you know... in real life, I feel a little shy and nervous..."
She smiled sweetly at her husband's words.
"Oh, my sweet husband, it's okay. Of course, I also feel so shy.... Maybe first we should just hug each other. Husband, can I hug you?"
She bit her bottom lip nervously.
"Yes, of course you can hug me. I am your husband, you can hug me anytime!"

As she leaned in to hug him, and wrap her arms around him, she could feel the emotion welling up inside her.
As she pressed her body against his, feeling his warmth, she could feel the tears start to stream down her face.
They stood silently hugging each other in the middle of the airport lobby.
She didn't know it, but as she cried against his chest, his tears were also letting themselves be known.
As she let her tears stain his shirt, his tears fell down atop her soft hair.
Once they had had their moment of relief, they composed themselves and released each other.